Random Experience

I was at a car, just finished competing in Jakarta. Tired and dissatisfied with my results. Suddenly, a message came to my handphone. A message from a friend of mine it seemed. Actually more than a friend for me, she was more than friend that became a friend of mine. Never crossed my mind that she would text me but it happened. At that cold night she text me...

She : How is it going?

I : Well, it you are talking about the competition then I will say it was horrible

She : Really? How could it be like that?

I : It turns out there are so many people who are better than me. Quite depressing actually

She : C'mon don't be sad. For me, you are the best

After that I tried to liven the conversation by asking random school things. I didn't know why, but the conversation didn't last long. Perhaps because I was boring and couldn't find good topics to talk about. Yet this conversation successfully penetrate my heart. She just made me feel accepted without demanding any efforts from me. The feeling that can be hardly found nowadays. I could be considered lucky to feel that feeling even only once.

She meant a lot for me and I tried to win her heart. But time proved that she wasn't born for me. We were  so close but I didn't know whether it was me or her, perhaps both of us silently decided to part. We didn't talk so much anymore. Later on, she met a better person and I so did I (Yes I did find a better girl but still couldn't take her heart LOL). Sometimes, I tried to find the remaining feelings in her heart. It turned out the feelings weren't about me anymore, I was sad but only temporary. 

If she happens to read this, I only want to say thank you. I have tried to find another words and phrases to express this feeling. None but thank you suits it. 

Thank you...