Anger

My heart beats so fast.
But it is not love does its cast.
It is something hateful that makes me a fool.

Have you ever expected people to react to your act?
But all they show is ignorance.
Try harder and you get rejection.

Unappreciated, unapproved and feel so screw
You just want to give up everything you love to do.
Once full of dream; Now you see only boundaries.

Have you ever tried to be generous by helping others?
Then they forget it just like that
And they have everything and everyone that once were yours.

"Just why the hell I helped him?" echoes in your head.
You pretend you are okay with all their greatness and your dullness.
Life feels like an obligation rather than a reward since then.

Have you ever fight so hard for someone or something?
Then someone else get it for granted
and you are just tiredly sitting there.

Friends say you should fight harder.
Crush says you and her aren't meant to be.
People say God has a plan for you.

But you are exhausted and have lost your hope.
No more faith you can hold on to.
And love becomes a mere word, nothing more.