My Message.

I couldn't explain.
It was simply plain.
I felt fear and pain.
It was insane.

Every time I fail.
I say another time I will prevail.
Every time I see a right mate.
I say we will have a tale.

But the tale always the same.
It starts with flame.
And then I thought we are sailing to somewhere,
when we are going nowhere.

I starts blaming you.
Like I am a perfect being.
I fight none.
And you shouldn't fight one.

One tale, I left.
It was a mistake.
Another tale, I embraced.
It was a failure.

I am confused with myself.
Perhaps my toughness is soft.
I know you will be abashed.
But this is my message for you.