I Was Born To Live

If I can go back to the past.
I will fix many wrongs.
I shall have all the best.
And only listen to the echo of winning songs.

But I couldn't
So my wrongs remain.
So what I have is a burden.

And I feel too sane to fight in this insane terrain.

If I can go forward to the future.
I will escape from shames.
I shall have all cheerful pictures.

And only stand in the hall of fame.

But I couldn't.

So my shames stay.

So what I have is none.

And I feel like a baby dancing in a swan lake ballet.

What I can is living in the present.
I will do wrongs and suffer shames.
I will have a burden or else none.
And I will fail, fall and faint.

I am too slow to chase.
They are too strong to be faced.
I am too small to be noticed.
They are too busy to care.

They are great, they should rise.
I am weak, shall I die?

The sun is created to shine.
Then to shine, the sun rises everyday.
I was born to live.
Then to live, I shan't die.

Though my life is tough.
I will live.
Though I stand in hall of shames.
I shan't die.

Because...

My life is my duty
regardless of the cruelty.
The present is a gift
even only because their names are identic.